July 11, 2010

Not much going on this weekend every one kinda doing their own thing my sister been hanging out with her boyfriend,and me and mom just been hanging out at the house.I’v got a full week next week of doctor’s to go and see that’s all way’s fun”YA RIGHT I DON”T THINK SO”but at least I’ll get out of the house for a while.that’s about it for to-day so chow for now have a blessed day.


the first step

July 9, 2010

Well I’ve taken the first step with my darter at least were talking now,I haven’t seen her since she was twelve and now she is21 years old it’s been a long time coming.I hope this leads to some thing good I’d like to get to know her but it’s up to her I just have to waite and see. All I know right now is tha she is a chef and that makes me very proud of her.And she looks just like her mother thank god for that LOL  she took after me with the cooking “yes”! I’m going to down load a pic. of  her with this blog she has my eye’s too. well thats all for now so chow for now hope you have a blessed day.rayer

just don’t know?

July 7, 2010

Well I got an e-mail from my little girl the other day well she’s not that little any more shy is 21 now and I haven’t seen or heard from her sence she was 12 years old.It has me pretty keyed up I don’t know what I’m in for? I wrote her back now I just have too waite and see and I’m not good at that! regret all that I’ve missed in her life! I wish I could do it over again I would do it different that’s for sure!All I can do now is hope,hope that she will forgive me and let me be in her life now some small way.Maybe It’s too much to ask for I don’t know we will see right???…There’s not a day that go’s buy that I don’t think about her sometime throw the day what is she like,what’ her favorite food,what kind of music does she listen to ? I could go on and on.Hell she might want to tell me what a no good sob I’ve bin and she’d be right even thow I’m Bipolar and all the rest that go’s with it I should have been a better father to her and I can’t take that back.Well I’m done beating myself up better leave some for her”LOL”so chow for now hope everyone has a blessed day and enjoy your coffee this morning :/

July 5, 2010

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July 5, 2010

Well we didn’t make it to the fireworks yesterday it rained on and off all day so we just stayed home,so no pictures sorry maybe next year.I like to tell you about a new website I found Expose You Blog .com It’the best! A#1 in my book the hits on my blog have want throw the roof  yup if you want more traffic than Expose your blog! so here’s the address “DON”T PUT http://WWW.IN FRONT OF expose TYPE JUST LIKE I HAVE IT AND YOU WILL BE FINE” so check them out,I hope to have some banners up soon going to make my page look nice I hope.Well thats about all for now so chow till next time have a good day.


July 4, 2010

I had a lot going on this weekend with the 4th. and all but it’s been fun a few trips to the mall that’s all way’s fun.Had to run to the bank and they were grilling hotdog’s at the bank so that was a treat,then I had to run to the drug store to get my med’s.From there me and mom went to Wal-Mart and did some shopping then came home.Well that was my weekend not too much but just right for me so till next time chow for now

Ps. my med’s increase by a 100 mg. this week and I’m doing grate!


July 2, 2010

well it’s 6:am all is well the rain has stopped for now anyway will see if it last or not?I never made it to the moves yesterday,we had a fish fry in stead it was GOOD too.About tow dozen brim and one catfish and some hushpupies . were going to just hanging  out today I don’t think were going any were? but I’m not to sure right?It will be a short post this morning not much to say yet to early,so I’l do two post today and let you know whats up so chow for now enjoy your coffee this morning.:)