sunday

Not much going on this weekend every one kinda doing their own thing my sister been hanging out with her boyfriend,and me and mom just been hanging out at the house.I’v got a full week next week of doctor’s to go and see that’s all way’s fun”YA RIGHT I DON”T THINK SO”but at least I’ll get out of the house for a while.that’s about it for to-day so chow for now have a blessed day.

the first step

Well I’ve taken the first step with my darter at least were talking now,I haven’t seen her since she was twelve and now she is21 years old it’s been a long time coming.I hope this leads to some thing good I’d like to get to know her but it’s up to her I just have to waite and see. All I know right now is tha she is a chef and that makes me very proud of her.And she looks just like her mother thank god for that LOL  she took after me with the cooking “yes”! I’m going to down load a pic. of  her with this blog she has my eye’s too. well thats all for now so chow for now hope you have a blessed day.

just don’t know?

Well I got an e-mail from my little girl the other day well she’s not that little any more shy is 21 now and I haven’t seen or heard from her sence she was 12 years old.It has me pretty keyed up I don’t know what I’m in for? I wrote her back now I just have too waite and see and I’m not good at that! regret all that I’ve missed in her life! I wish I could do it over again I would do it different that’s for sure!All I can do now is hope,hope that she will forgive me and let me be in her life now some small way.Maybe It’s too much to ask for I don’t know we will see right???…There’s not a day that go’s buy that I don’t think about her sometime throw the day what is she like,what’ her favorite food,what kind of music does she listen to ? I could go on and on.Hell she might want to tell me what a no good sob I’ve bin and she’d be right even thow I’m Bipolar and all the rest that go’s with it I should have been a better father to her and I can’t take that back.Well I’m done beating myself up better leave some for her”LOL”so chow for now hope everyone has a blessed day and enjoy your coffee this morning

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monday

Well we didn’t make it to the fireworks yesterday it rained on and off all day so we just stayed home,so no pictures sorry maybe next year.I like to tell you about a new website I found Expose You Blog .com It’the best! A#1 in my book the hits on my blog have want throw the roof  yup if you want more traffic than Expose your blog! so here’s the address http://eposeyourblog.com “DON”T PUT http://WWW.IN FRONT OF expose TYPE JUST LIKE I HAVE IT AND YOU WILL BE FINE” so check them out,I hope to have some banners up soon going to make my page look nice I hope.Well thats about all for now so chow till next time have a good day.

7/4/10

I had a lot going on this weekend with the 4th. and all but it’s been fun a few trips to the mall that’s all way’s fun.Had to run to the bank and they were grilling hotdog’s at the bank so that was a treat,then I had to run to the drug store to get my med’s.From there me and mom went to Wal-Mart and did some shopping then came home.Well that was my weekend not too much but just right for me so till next time chow for now

Ps. my med’s increase by a 100 mg. this week and I’m doing grate!

6/2/10

well it’s 6:am all is well the rain has stopped for now anyway will see if it last or not?I never made it to the moves yesterday,we had a fish fry in stead it was GOOD too.About tow dozen brim and one catfish and some hushpupies . were going to just hanging  out today I don’t think were going any were? but I’m not to sure right?It will be a short post this morning not much to say yet to early,so I’l do two post today and let you know whats up so chow for now enjoy your coffee this morning.:)

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the week end is here!

Well I made it throw this week and it was no cake walk that’s for sure it started out really bad for me, I was manic as hell.for thouse of you that don’t know manic is well is like being on speed or something like that I guess your mind is going really fast ,you can’t sleep you talk real fast all kinds of things are happening to your mind and body’s  chemicals,that why I’m on all these meds. to balance them out.So any way  the Doctor got me all fixed up by mid-week and it’s been smooth sailing,now mom me and my little sister are getting ready for the 4th. of July.The fire work’s should be a nice treat for all of us to go and see to gether  I hope every one has a good time this year! I think we might be going to the moves to-day but I’m not sure I’ll let you know latter,if we go Ill up date with a report on what I went and saw so till then chow for now hope every one enjoys there 4 of July week end!:)

6-30-10

Well I went to the Doctor’s this morning everything came out ok ,So that’s all done.It’s been all good for me since DR.Mohamed increced  my med.’s to 800MG. of topamax,life couldn’t be better! Ya it took three months to get the MG.’s right but a least DR.Mohamed was welling to put the time in to get it right,not like some of these doctors I’ve had in the past”IF YOU CAN CALL THE DOCTORS !”they wouldn’t give you the right time of day let a lone find you the right dose of meds to take. So I should  be more up beat in my blog for a good while till the next rabbit hole comes along “LOL” cause one thing you can count on with Bipolar is up’s and down’s your whole life is a rollercoaster ride that’s for shore.You just take as many good days as you can get and hang on to them so when the bad days roll around they will hopefully pull you throw.Well I’v keep you to long as it is so till tomorrow chow my friends.